Shadi?

Trisha's Pov:

Ahhh, I just want to escape. Today is the day when someone is coming to looking me, seriously unlogo ne kahi ladki nahi dekhi kya, obiously meri jesi nahii dekhi par aa hi kyun rahe hai voooo..... ahhhh.

"Trisha, pink vali saree pehn le na" my mom said.

Seriously, I feel like getting ready in such a way that he runs away as soon as he sees me. But wait, I will make them regret to come my home to see, me. I will dress and present me like a real-life princess and when I say NO on their faces they will regret on it. Yes, that's my sassy girl.

A pink sari, with open hairs, with Jhumki with some minimal makeup here I go. As I look myself in mirror for the last time before wearing sandals.

'Fuck, is this me, damn girl you are slaying, 'kissi aur ki mujhko jarurat kya me to khud se pyaar jatun', yeah literally I am behaving like Sanjana, but seriously mujhe us ladke par taras aa raha hai.

After taking some pics for ig, I start my presentation for the collage, just after 15 min. Mom called me downstairs'. My heart is pounding in my chest, I can clearly hear the sound of beats, but why I am so nervous seriously, I just go down and say NO to everyone, defiantly doing some formality. Then way my heart saying something else, why I am feeling like I was waiting for their proposal for me.

As soon as I got down from stairs, my mother came to me, "look Trisha, kon aya hai" just then I realize that I am looking down, like nayi naveli dulhan, comon yaar kaha gaya tera confidence.

First, I look at mom, then my gaze drops on the guest, and for second My Soul left my body. HE is already looking at me, and I... just manage to whisper "Tarun". And all the member present in hall looking at me and Tarun. My mom, seriously sometimes I really want to scold her she is taking baliyan {taking evil eye} and he is looking as handsome as......there is nothing for compare. For the first time he is wearing any traditional, and he is looking ethereal.

I can't believe on myself that I am ogling a man, who is standing just feet's away, he became like statue like in a deep thought, but the intensity of his gaze makes me weak. He is not just look at me, he is claiming me his's and this feeling giving an odd satisfaction to my heart which is not in my control now. And then Kanika clears her throat, just then we both shifted our gaze form each other, can't believe I am doing eye contact with a man, and in the way that we are in relationship.

Does he know that he is coming for me, but if he knew then why he behave possessive yesterday. So, it is surprise for him too.

"Hi, Trisha di, actually kya hai na ham sab bhi aaye hai, sirf bhai hi nahi!!!" Kanika says glancing at me, with teasing smile. A part me pray to get back to my room and hid from this embarrassment.

"Aao beta betho," said Kavya Aunty. I sit beside her. And she strokes my hairs like mother; her touch feels like mom's touch I look at my mom, and she gave me an assured smile.

"Look bache, I know that you want to build your career, I am not against of that, par kya hai na mera jo beta usko muje kissi ache hathon me sopana hai, jo uska khyal mujhe se jyada rakh sake, taki me isse apna picha chuda sakon," as she is saying this Tarun is rolling his eyes like he is getting frustrate, but wait as a care taker, and that too an grown man, seriously.!!

"I am not a Caretaker...!!" I declare. And at the same time every one laugh.

"Nahi bache, you are never a caretaker..." this time uncle said to me. "Ham, to ye chahte hai ki meri aur Ravi ki dosti rishtedari me badal jaye" and here goes the permanent dramatic dialogue 'dosti reshete daari me badal jaye'

"Aur aese bhi Tarun ki age bhi hogai hai shadi ki," he keeps saying to me, "but this is more important that, you are ready for the marriage or not, your answer is more important here. And if you say yes and you still don't want to get married, it's okay for us too; we will do it when you are ready. Aur Kavya" his tone towards me is soft but when he says to aunty there is some kind of authority in his voice and also warning, like father like son, "agar aage se tum ne Trisha ko is nalayak ka caretaker kaha na to me mere is nalayk bete ko ghar se hi bhar nilak deunga" and Tarun roll his eyes, and aunty say OK with her most sweet smile, While Kanika giggle at her father's words. I feel very happy to find this kind of family, that they care me more than, their own son.

Wait, I find a family. ye kab hua!!! I going mad!!

"Trisha, Tarun, jao tum dono akele me baat kar lo, Trisha beta garden me le Jao!" my mom said to us. And they all are talking about some other topics.

Today is really very beautiful day, the sun is shining up in the sky, birds are chirping, cool winds are blowing, and the most beautiful thing is I am feeling some warmth inside my heart, as we step out the house he stated.

"Mujhe nahi pata tha ki me hi vahi ladka hun jo tumhe dekhne aane vala tha, but main sapne bhi nahi socha tha ki mai yaha aa jaunga. And also, I search a lot about uncle's friend and eligible sons of them." he said in one go.

The best and the happiest part is he search about the papa's friend's son, really is he care that much about me, but when he says that he is least expecting himself here, is making me sad. I can't control and asked him

"Tumhe me pasand nahi hun kya?" there is too much sadness in my voice.

"Aesa kisne kaha tumse?" he counters me.

"Abhi to kaha 'maine sapne bhi nahi socha tha'" there is small smile appear on his face.

"Because I wanted to give you a grand proposal, that how much I adore you, that I never believe in first sight love, but still, I fall for you every day, every second, every moment. I wanted to tell you that how much you look gorgeous in saree. I wanted to tell you, that I got my Chand at your birthday party. You even don't know the effect of yours on me Trisha, you not just love of my life instead you are my life and also I know you don't want to marry this earlier neither I, but we can just tell our elder that we need some time to know each other" he is saying to me and I am lost in his black eyes, his words making my heart race, even I can hear my own heartbeat, the love in his word, the way he is looking into my eyes, the way he is making me flushed, the way his effect on me , the way he know about my thoughts.

"But I don't believe in love"

"You definitely believe in love,"

"No, I don't"

"Yes, you do, I will make you believe in love" his voice is husky, I can't even imagine that someone's voice is this much beautiful. I remember the day when Sanjana and Rehana said; "One day you also find a person who made you believe in love, despite your rejection about love like you always says 'I don't believe in love' fir bhi love guru bani fir ti hai. Dekhana Trisha aek din aese koi ayega jo tujhe apna banyega" Their words ringing in my ears, my trance break when he snaps his fingers over my face.

"Kaha khoo gai thi madam, meri baaton mai.?"

"kahi nahi" I sanp, how can he always know what I am thinking.

Just then a worker came and put the tea pot at the table, I gesture Tarun to have seat. I pour tea in two cups the smell of tea spread all over the area, I hand over him his cup, for seconds our finger brushes and God knows from where these butterflies came, not in garden in my stomach.

We are drinking tea in silent, and again a worker came with coffee mug, and say "Ye Kavya madam ne behja hai chote sahab ke liye" I immediately look at him who squeezed his eyes at the Workes word.

"tumhare liye--mtalb" I asked in confusion, and just then Kanika came to us and say "Bahi chai nahi peete di, haawwww.." she gasp dramatically.

"Bahiiii, Chaii... Kab sayy" she asked in full shock.

"Bas, Abhi say" he said in his very calm voice directly looking into my eyes. And I tried very hard not to blush but.... his words... Ahhh

"Bas Bhi karo, Trisha di, aur kitna sharmogi!!" Kanika teases me and I just glare at her, and without any other word she flew inside, well I will deal with her anytime soon! First, I need to handle this embarrass situation I turn at Tarun who is smiling at me or better saying teasing me.

"I am not blushing" without thinking twice I said it.

"Hmm, I know I know" he hide is laugh at his small throat clear as usual.

TARUN'S POV

As we entered the house everyone is eager to listen our decision. "so kya socha tum dono ne!!" Dad asked. At which everyone nodded.

"Papa, we are not saying no nor yes." I said in my most calculated tone, not want to make my father anger.

"Ye kesa jawab hua" My mom asked me.

"Yes, aunty, we are not ready now, actually I need to make my future as well as my identity" Trisha answer, and that's my girl. They all are not look happy with our responds, but Kanika jumped in excitement and say "Trisha bhabhi aaj se aap meri role model ho, she is absolutely right every girl have their own dreams" Bhabhi I don't know but this word makes me very happy, because it shows my relationship with My Chand.

"Ok, jesa tum dono ko sahi lage par, mai dusri ladki dekhna shuru to na karun na" mom said, and I really blood boil inside me, no one suits me, and Trisha is mine I am hers.

"NO AUNTY..." Trisha said a bit loud, which make everyone shock, including me, so she is also desperate, hmm... she flushed, when everyone stares at her.

"I--I mean, we are not saying no either" she corrected herself.

I like it.

After lunch we left for our work although today is Sunday but for businessman there is no weekend. I feel very happy toady. I got what I want in my life.

I am driving very high speed with the song of Zehnaseeb.

Just wait Trisha I will made you fall in love with me, just wait and watch my Chand........I LOVE YOU TRISHAAAAA!!! I am screaming like manic in the car.

Yug's Pov:

Night

The loud music, bass pounding, lights flashing, bodies pressed together in blur of heat and alcohol. It was exactly that kind of place I was supposed to be. The kind of place where no one gave a damn who you were, where you came from, or how wrecked you felt inside. I leaned against the bar, fingers tapping against my untouched glass, my mind far from the Noice around me.

You are nothing, Yug. just a parasite.

His voice still echoed in my head, but I didn't flinch. I heard worse. He could say whatever he wanted- he wasn't my father. Never had been. Never would be. I exhaled, rolling my shoulder back as a girl brushed past me, throwing a flirty smile my way. And again, the fake relationship if she needed to show off to her friends. She is still looking at me. what she wants. And yet, as I lifted my glass to take a sip, my mind drifted to something---- or someone -----else.

KANIKA.

I barely know her, just a girl I'd met at the garden. But for some reason, the memory of her stuck. She was nothing, just another fleeting face in a world I didn't belong to.

So why the hell was she still on my mind? jyda to nahi pee li na yug.... As I was going to stand that girl came near me and take my glass from my hand and taking sip from that glass while looking into my eyes like, with a filthy smile, she is seducing me, but does she know, she is looking like a ghost.

God, please help me Jayda der tak hasi control nahi kar paunga! Before she can say anything, her boyfriend came and took her with him not before saying sorry to me "sorry she is drunk, my apologies" I just give him a tight nod. I came out from club, the fading sound of the bass still I can feel, another strong headache and again... she... her same yellow dress appears in front of my eyes, the way she is adoring her books, her milky white skin, the eyes, the Khol eyes. Her kissable lips...

Yug, you need to focus on something. I took the beer bottle form the outside store, and drove to the home, oh sorry house, a four-wall house where no happiness is, no charm, not even peace. Everyone's home provides them happiness, peace, but my house only provides me tears, right after Papa's death. I enter from the main gate, and the usual gesture the only one for I am still alive after losing my two precious people, my Mumma., If I am here only because of her, she always keeps awake for me.

"Yug bache, you came, come have dinner beta"

"hmm" I just hummed. Gone the playboy, heart Rober, the funny guy for the world. This is real me, well I was not like this from starting, I am the same guy, the world sees me know. But from inside no happinesses. Just a broken man, broken soul.

But when I saw her My inner Yug wants to cry with her, she is really one of the girls which Mumma talks about... Maybe. It's only the one time I saw her and here I am talking like this.

We both eat in silence, but this is the only moment I feel like someone is still there for me, who protect me from this cruel world, of my stepfather, who loves me like earlier.

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